Lack of Motivation?

Blah. Have you ever just had one of those days where you feel like crap? Too sleepy to even open one eye lid? Too groggy to even tell your significant other that their cell phone bill came in and it was more than $200.00 because you decided to call your family in Mexico three nights before? Well, today people is one of those days for me, just not anything to do with the above. I'm just feeling a bit overwhelmed with all the things going on, And just wondering if you have ever felt the same. You sit there and think, ok, I have this, this and this to do before I put it off so damn long ill be 40 by the time I get to it. @.@ I personally am a procrastinator, when being a single mom, that word shouldn't even be creeping into my thoughts, but it does. Sometimes, I just look at all the responsibilities that I have and go, "Fuck. Help me, Jesus." So, right now as I am typing this up, I wonder what crap YOU have to deal with in your everyday life, and are you as stressed as me? Smoking a pack, or two, or ...three a day so keep sane? (Just don't go more than five, we wouldn't want any premature lung cancer diagnosis.) I mean, shit, our economy sucks enough, do we ALL REALLY have to go down with it? No. Not with out a fight. So, if your depressed and you can't live with out that square every 5 seconds, then by all means go kill yourself with your cancer sticks, but if you can resist, then get up off YOUR fat ass America, don't give up and be like one of the many filing for umemployement, because I haven't. If your feeling groggy, sleepy, horny, then snap the hell out of it, you've got your family to take care of and mouths to feed. So, there. There's your fucking motivation, that should have been it from the start. And if you need focus, you have to find it in yourself. No one can help you with that, that has to do with yourself, and how you can manage your self-control to make your ass look at what's right in front of you and stop procrastinating, because no one, I mean NO ONE is going to help you focus, or even do it for you. People are just a distraction. Find yourself first, and help yourself and your own before you can relax and help others. I'm sorry, but that's just the way things look right now. So, how are you holding up?